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I burnt my hand today. The electricity went off at 11 p.m., so I decided to light out some candles and do my readings in the candle light as it was not late enough for me to go to bed and actually begin sleeping. Sleeping is hard for us people who have the habit of thinking the very upsetting things that had occurred or will probably occur in the future. I generally find it easier to sleep when I’m drunk or watching a movie while trying to sleep. The fact that my eyes would not see the screen clearly and read the subtitles without my contact lenses make it hard though. Not being a native speaker of English makes you unsure of yourself while watching a movie without subtitles, it’s like the feeling of driving the bicycle with the supporting wheels, you don’t want to lose them unless you have to.

Sorry if I’m off the subject, you’ll see that’s the way I am. I’m a girl of no discipline and self control. It’s my thing to plan my life according to the last minutes of the deadlines but I also manage to keep a good track of my deadlines since they’re the only things that make me escape the feeling of doing everything wrong. If we come to the burning my hand part, as you can easily guess, the candles were the ones to blame. The electricity came as I started to read and I was a bit upset because of the fact that the smell of the smoke from the candles after I blew them off gives me a headache and because I’m some pathetic girl who likes blackouts as she can only do some of her responsibilities and feel secure from the limited amount of things to do. Well some melted candle had drained away and found its way on my hand and as my dog is not familiar with first aid, after some cursing I helped myself and put some cream that I found in the fridge.
That's something I did today.