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obama is staying in the hotel across my house and i can see the lights of the 3 floors that were prepared for him and his crew. last night i couldn't help but look through the window a couple of times. i didn't see anything of course and i wasn't expecting to but it was weird to know someone with so much power was just there, right across my bedroom. i ( as a regular person ) have so many small problems, deficiencies, inconsistencies and insecurities and find it hard to sleep without a movie or series to distract my mind. i wondered how he could handle it all. i mean the regular person in him and the powerful person with all those responsibilities...i feel sorry for the things i've done sometimes. i question my actions all the time (some might not believe it since i am famous for not questioning myself well i confess now it's just a cover and most of you who know me that way do not read these so no worries)
i wondered how he could ease those unsettling kind of thoughts and manage to go to sleep.
well i know it's funny as i'm writing it but somehow i believe that he was awake like me at 5 in the morning and we ( the man with the power to destroy the world and the girl with the power to destroy just my world) were both looking at the very same sky and felt hungry.

ps. but we didn't eat in the middle of the night. right? we both slept hungry yesterday night.