each morning
i wake up
and make myself a nice cup of coffee
and now i can sit in the couch with my notebook
with a blanket sometimes
my toma girl is sleeping beside me
the good thing about autumn is actually what i wrote about a long time ago
winter seems to me as the main thing
the real deal
and fall is like the yellow light
leading us to our real life
life with responsibilities
i'm not sure it's the same for everyone
but i'm feeling better these days
a bit strange with the fact that i have limited number of days
here in this city with the people that i care
to be honest i'm still not aware of my departure
not totally conscious
like the time of my graduation
it did not hit me yet
not being graduated
nor being about to go away
maybe it won't hit me until the very end
like forgetting the fact that we are mortal
everyday as we wake up
and choose to forget as soon as we remember
i don't know
the only thing i know
is
i need to tidy this house immediately
if not sooner
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